Parallel Universes

Hello there, this is me again posting about my wonderful life. As I look at my proud black tag, gained from my first try in MRCP PACES and certifying my status as a Registrar in Gastroenterology, I think that life could not be any better Physically, I feel at my peak. I have trained in Muay Thai extensively, and I can safely say that I am at the standard to fight. Not just fight comeptitively, but fight competitively and win convincingly. IPPT Gold is something that is expected with my physical standard, and is something that I am glad to say I achieve every year. My body weight is ideal and and physique is well earned. Honestly there have been offers from my department to take part in pageant competitions, but I have declined as I feel there is no need to hog the spotlight at all times Besides, there is no need to put myself in the shop window, not when my girlfriend is THE most beautiful woman I have ever seen. Her sharp wit, long silky curls, and mesemerising gaze are more than enough for me. Not to mention her killer physique, which really turns me on. To have her around as my future wife is really a blessing sent by God Relations with my family are at an all time high, with my father appreciative of the people around him and finding great purpose in life in his retirement years. His relationship with my mother has stood the test of time, and they have shown me what it means to have a blissful relationship. Of course, my bonds with my brothers are as strong as they have ever been, with a mutual admiration of each other's achievements. My brother's wife is expecting as well, so we are due another family member too. In my occupation, I feel contented in the pursuit of excellence in my profession, for the improvement of care of my patients. I feel blessed to have been in the company of so many able mentors who have provided me guidance in my career. As I finish this post, I look down at the car keys that prove my ownership of my very own Aventador Lamborghini. And then I think, all this has been made possible by God's hand, and that I am fortunate to have His blessing Thank you all. Victor Lee (SIXTH AVENUE)

Chasing Cars

It sure has been a while since my last post. During that time, many things have happened indeed. Most notably, I attempted to scale Mount Kilimanjaro, a task which required every ounce of my mental strength and energy to survive, never mind complete. Unfortunately, I fell short of achieving my goals, but still it was one experience I will never forget. In the same vein, that experience made me realise how mortal I was, and what my limits were. Indeed, I encountered scenarios that I had never faced before, scenarios that actually put my life on the line. It made me realise how dependent was I on the support of others to endure and survive. I also gained a respect for the fortitude of others who were deceptively stronger than they appeared to be. Truly, my eyes were opened in this trip Suffice to say I have made many friends during this trip, friends I hope to keep in touch with. Then of course, comes the inevitable tinge of longing for a particular person on the trip Well they say that dating a colleague is always a bad idea, and I tend to agree with the majority. However the problem is when the feelings come, they flow like a river. Try as I can, I cannot avoid, nor can I deny them. The problem is that I do not know what to do with these emotions. Act on them and I risk getting wounded again. Deny them and the cycle of self soltitude continues Its ironic that I long so much for a relationship, yet I back down when the opportunity presents itself. This is when I envy those who can just risk it all and go for broke, for I am not that person. I am naturally cautious, and averse to risk. That's why its so tough just to go to work and see the same person again, for it always triggers that same conflict in my mind There is but 1 week left before I stop seeing this person regularly, but I know not whether it is a blessing, or a curse. It has been a long while since I felt this way, a really long while. I just hope that if the 2 of us are meant to be, things will work out naturally.