Goals....

Well obviously it has been 2 weeks ever since my exams ended, and honestly, I am still stuck in a state of limbo...can't get out of it. It has been pretty evident that my life is quite dependent on studying alone. Looks like I am a true nerd after all. I feel like restarting my kickboxing lessons, yet I am sort of afraid of the tough training that lies ahead. What is one to do in the coming months? Haven't set any sort of target whatsoever...

That's always the way my holidays seem to turn out...state of limbo, spending every day looking at my console doing nothing but surfing the same pages again and again. Before I know it the next term is upon me and there is no free time left. Sometimes I find it pretty frustrating...but I can't seem to break this chain of events. I guess I should find a job to earn some money and relieve this boredom...but that is still a stopgap solution to my problems

Setting goals has always been a problem for me, and still is...it is only with extreme good luck that they haven't seriously compromised my school life as of yet. But it is something i need to start doing in order to really survive in the working world and to find purpose in my studies and other aspects of my life i guess...

Oh well...that's just the story of my life I guess...but I need to find the strength to overcome this period of sloth if i want to find some meaning in what I am doing.

The end of everything

Yes! At long last the ordeal is over...at least for now. Honestly I feel a bit worried about my pros, especially for biochemistry and anatomy, because I felt that i did not answer the questions in depth....but I guess that the time for worrying is past and that I should focus on the present, which is planning on what to do for the forthcoming holidays! Whatever happens in the subsequent week will depend on what my intentions are for this coming break.

Another huge plus...I passed my driving test! Honestly I believe that divine intervention played a part in this. I didn't really have much hope for this test, because I did not sleep well the night before and I was caught in a traffic jam which led me to be late for my warmup. Even the test itself didn't go very smoothly. With my first turn in the circuit, I turned into the wrong lane. I also stalled the car during my parallel parking, and had to do my vertical parking twice. Even the road was fraught with its many perils. And the end of it all, I was really planning ahead to my next retest. Hence to find out that I had passed was really a pleasant surprise beyond my wildest expectations! A really big thanks to all that have supported me and encouraged me not to give up..you all deserve it!

Heh..I am brain dead now...can't think of anything else to write...but when I think of something, I will be sure to update it!