I finally realised some new truths over the past few weeks, and I have finally been enlightened. I have wasted a whole chunk of my life in university over some things that just weren't meant to happen. I mean, some things were impossible from the start. In the process, I have lost valuable time with which I could have used to enrich myself. Hence, from this moment on I have to just be my own man with my own path. Screw the rules and live life the way you want to live it.
And that path, as I see it, is to focus on my studies and get the desired results, rather than just pursue things such as religion and women. Such things are not relevant to me at present. As far am I am concerned, they have brought nothing but conflict and a miserable existence. I mean, I should just do things at my own pace and my own time. For a start, I made a mistake but upsetting the balance of my life by actually pursuing a religion just for the sake of others. How stupid is that?
Therefore from this day forth I focus on my own goals, which are basically my exams, my driving and the toning of my flabby physique (something which should have been done ages ago) Call me selfish, but sometimes one must put oneself over others.
For ultimate victory, one must make sacrifices. It is about time I made mine.
