Well this is my latest post. It probably sounds more like a rant, but here goes
I really feel like the Man up there really wants to mess up my life.
All my life, I have been challenged in all areas. There are many examples, such as my dysfunctional family, my lack of dexerity, my personal demons, my lack of communcation skills, and the list could go on.
In everything I have ever aspired to be in or wanted to do, I have always run into plenty of obstacles and insurmountable odds. I would survive and overcome those obstacles, only to run into many more. Ultimately, these obstacles will eventually overwhelm me.
I only fancy women that I have absolutely no chance of getting, and only attract those of which I have no interest in whatsoever.
Every single time I have plans for myself, they are ruined due to some sort of an emergency.
The end result? A lonely, bitter and resentful man, and that is me.
I really think that I have been abandoned. Honestly, if the Bible is right, I am created to serve His purpose, and ultimately I will fulfil it. Maybe I am fulfilling it right now, but I will probably be sacrificed in the process. That's right, I said it correctly, I am probably His sacrificial lamb, the one who will probably influence others to salvation. However, unlike His precious son, I am going to Hell.
There, I have said what I wanted to say.
