Well obviously it has been 2 weeks ever since my exams ended, and honestly, I am still stuck in a state of limbo...can't get out of it. It has been pretty evident that my life is quite dependent on studying alone. Looks like I am a true nerd after all. I feel like restarting my kickboxing lessons, yet I am sort of afraid of the tough training that lies ahead. What is one to do in the coming months? Haven't set any sort of target whatsoever...
That's always the way my holidays seem to turn out...state of limbo, spending every day looking at my console doing nothing but surfing the same pages again and again. Before I know it the next term is upon me and there is no free time left. Sometimes I find it pretty frustrating...but I can't seem to break this chain of events. I guess I should find a job to earn some money and relieve this boredom...but that is still a stopgap solution to my problems
Setting goals has always been a problem for me, and still is...it is only with extreme good luck that they haven't seriously compromised my school life as of yet. But it is something i need to start doing in order to really survive in the working world and to find purpose in my studies and other aspects of my life i guess...
Oh well...that's just the story of my life I guess...but I need to find the strength to overcome this period of sloth if i want to find some meaning in what I am doing.
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