The title is self explanatory isn't it? Goes to show how long I have taken to readjust to the boring, mundane nature of my school life. Only today did I actually put some serious hours into my revision for the forthcoming CA. I guess I am probably luckier than most people due to the fact that my memory is somewhat of an asset when it comes to studying, but that should not be an excuse for slacking and not studying when it matters.
I just feel a sense of emptiness at the moment. I can't put my finger on it, but I just feel quite lonely inside. Is it because I have no friends? That is certainly not the case. Is it the lack of someone special? Probably, but I should have gotten over that by now. Or maybe I haven't. I just can't figure out why some people are so contented with what they have, whereas people like me are never satisfied. I guess it is just my nature. I really want to break out of this cycle of regret but I can't find the strength to do so. Sometimes I really wish for divine intervention in this matter.
As the saying goes, "The grass is always greener on the other side". That certainly applies to me a great deal.
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