Sigh..

I failed my driving test again...pretty depressing isn't it? I was really pissed off with myself after the test as I felt that I could have done better...but oh well...life goes on and guess I have to wait for the next test next feburary. Sometimes I look at other people with driving licenses and I wonder why I haven't got mine, but now my thoughts are more straightened out...at least I have time on my side, and besides, I do not have a car on hand to drive, so maybe I do not really need the license for now.

Which brings me to the fact that I am pretty pessimistic about everything, from things as trivial as a driving license to things like having a grilfriend. I honestly have not been in a relationship before, but for some reason I cannot seem to stop comparing with others who are in one or have been in one. For some reason I feel as though I am missing something in my life. Whatever the case, worrying does not seem to do me any good whatsoever, and I really hope that I could just look at things from a more optimistic point of view...but oh well, life goes on and I have to look at things day by day.

Well I do have someone I fancy...but I rather not take the initiative now since my exams are approaching...hopefully in the near future...anyway for now books are more important !

FA,CA and Driving Test....why so many tests

Feeling pretty depressed over the week...my fa was particularly hard. Maybe I underestimated how hard it could be because I thought the scope covered was small, but I couldn't have been more wrong! Now I think I probably failed due to my overconfidence...damn...and now with the actual CA coming up, I am starting to fear for my grades...since the topics seem too much for me to cover within 1 month. What can one do against such adversity? Well looks like I have to take it 1 day at a time...

Tomorrow is my second shot at my driving test...seriously hope that I can make it this time...honestly I feel quite pressurised since after this test I may not get another chance to retake before next year, so a lot hangs on tomorrow's performance...Looks like I can only pray for the best...and achieve something unique in my family

Back to books and mugging then....